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| o's are almost over and i'm already busking in the joy of post o's fun. its been so fast, this entire period.. and i actually think the o's were actually rather fun. not that bad actualmly. just four more papers to go, two chinese and bio and chem mcqs.. awesome stuff.
though its not over yet, hahaha i've already went shopping on saturday and i spent a shitload of money on stuff. i swear, i can't control myself anymore o's are seriously driving me nuts! hahah
so the O's have been a time of last minute revision, freaking myself out with fear that i'd screw up as well as a time that i managed to draw closer to God. the uncertainties have indeed made me trust and commit my fears to Him, knowing that there's nothing to worry about because He will provide for me.
just four more days and it'll be over. this period of doom that everyone had been counting down to is finally coming to an end. i find it hard to comprehend the speed in which the o's have came and gone(well, almost). its really so fast and this happiness in me is really awesome. its a great feeling of accomplishment and a close of a long arduous chapter. with so much effort put in and emotional turmoil that i've experienced, i'm really glad that its coming to an end. christmas is coming, and holiday time's coming too. i really can't wait. its time for the good times. hahah the hell is over.
God has really been good to me with every paper and i'm so thankful and grateful to Him for all he's blessed me with.
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| Wow, o's are like... TOMORROW.
HOLY SHIT.
And where is my set of notes on letter writing?! AHHHH
Pray, trust & have faith.
(God, it's all in your hands now.)
I can do all things in Christ who gives me strength!
YES YES YES, GO CHELSEA!!!
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| oh, so funny ah.
fuck it lah you think my taste so bad?!
this is a joke hahahaha
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| omg xanga has been such a bitch and not loading omg and its not like i'm so free and i can sit in front of the com and wait forever for the stupid page to load. okay this is prolly going to be the last post till after the o's haha which actually isn't very far off.. just another TWENTY SIX days(: and today's almost over, so its like twenty five more days yayyyy! study leave now, though we have to go back on thursday. i really can't believe we're almost done with school. all we have left are the o's and we're off and away. sc has been really amazing though there has been times where i've not enjoyed it very much. nevertheless, i think every memory from sc will forever be with me and its one thing that has impacted my life greatly. i really cannot comprehend how fast this year has passed and how fast ten years of sc has passed. ten years sounds like an awfully long time but its definitely gone past my eyes in a flash. i still remember my first day in sc primary, and then sc secondary. where will i be continuing the next chapter of my life? i've never felt so uncertain before, having to make decisions which i may regret. my transition from primary to secondary was rather smooth cause of the affiliation and all. plus most of the friends were all going to the same place. but this new uncertainty that i face, i really don't know how to handle it. i guess i just have to do my best and let God do the rest. the best is to work hard and know i don't regret anything cause that'll be really horrid if i do end up regretting not studying enough or whatever. right now i'm currently facing some lazy spells and i don't seem to be freaking out as much as i should be. i'm still really slack and not panicky, and my studying is really on off. i really need discipline especially since its one week till the start OMG. i need to step up. once it starts, its gonna zoom past really fast. i've got my post olevel plans all settled already.. But now's not the time to think of anything but o's cause everything's pale in comparison to the importance of o's. Haha I'm not gonna care about anything right now. Study pray study pray. okay i need to go study. bye. | | |
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